teja | 27 Jul 2006, 7:32am

All of my life; I lived with one dream< ?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />


To reach on the top, to make my own league




Worked day and night out, with just one belief


My dream is never far, it

Current Mood: Bad Hair Day
Current Music: Pearl Jam - I AM MINE


My Journey

teja | 26 Jul 2006, 9:05am

Torn pieces floating in the air.

Blocking my vision.

Refusing to settle down with the dust that sets the pace.

A million of them running in hundred different timezones.

Taking the pleasure in the ride to a place that never arrives.

A peace that's never silent.

A journey that never ends,

Setting the pace for a rythmatic chaos intrinsic to its movement.

Now i become the torn piece.

I know not where i go,

I have to keep moving through the chaos,

But the road never ends.

And so does my journey.

I can't see ahead nor where i came from.

The chaos brings the music.

I become part of it.

Now i am the chaos.

And i dont want to settle .

For time doesnt exist for those whose journey never ends.

I become time and i last forever.

Current Mood: Feeling Better
Current Music: Slayer - Hell Awaits


Do I belong to anybody

teja | 8 Jul 2006, 2:07pm
some words i need to keep
which i said to myself
i strive hard n harder
to live the life
as i want

everyday a new challenge
some pose questions
some answers forbidden

i look to myself
me is the same being
or a changed one

the blues of heaven
seem to call me
my heart keeps on beating
just for you

do i belong to anybody?

o o hold on
time to go now
but the mind factory
will go on churning n churning

till i survive.....

Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: Keith Urban - Ull think of me



teja | 7 Jul 2006, 12:54pm
Emily Dickinson wrote,

Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: Pearl Jam - Last Kiss


The Myth of the New India

teja | 7 Jul 2006, 4:57am

Here is an article that i came across on the NewYork Times website. This article has been written by Pankaj Mishra..check it out!

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The Myth of the New India

INDIA is a roaring capitalist success story." So says the latest issue of Foreign Affairs; and last week many leading business executives and politicians in India celebrated as Lakshmi Mittal, the fifth richest man in the world, finally succeeded in his hostile takeover of the Luxembourgian steel company Arcelor. India's leading business newspaper, The Economic Times, summed up the general euphoria over the event in its regular feature, "The Global Indian Takeover": "For India, it is a harbinger of things to come

Current Mood: Embarrassed
Current Music: Yeh Jo Desh hein mera - Swades



teja | 22 Jun 2005, 4:22am

at last it rained in vizag.....cant wait to go to the beach and have a 'bhutta' .....hmmm ....missing hyd!


Current Mood: Relieved
Current Music: @@@@@@


A party in Vizag!!

teja | 6 Mar 2005, 11:53am

Hey ppl....well the last blog i was explaining a little about my "experiences in the US". Last week i landed in Hyderabad ..relaxed for a couple of days and moved to Vizag...this silent port city or town not sure yet of Andhra Pradesh.

What a contrast to where I was for 3 months .....US. Its definately hotter....people are friendlier ....the beaches are cleaner....

I was so shit pissed that i had to come here for my project for HSBC. But when i landed here the impression that i had has changed a little. with 3 discotheques.....TEN DOWNING STREET and Shoppers Stop coming soon....this place is cheap man!!!! Nothing like going to the beach and sipping a beer over the weekend ....looks like the cops are cheap here too.....

been to a place called "Chrome" a pub in vzg. The interiors were great and ambience was ok but what impressed me the most was girls with Skirts !!!! Not that i drool over it but i was told that this place is a piece of orthodox shit ....but the crowd at the place amazzed me...probably i would have felt that the place was shitty if this was in hyderabad .....but not bad for vzg....way to go....

the only shitty thing abt this place is that you pay before each order!!!

keep blogging....keep breathing.....

Current Mood: Happy Indeed!
Current Music: Jnr NTR songs (they rock here)


Story of a Hyderabadi in the US

teja | 2 Mar 2005, 7:01pm

United States Of America.....

My port of entry was Philadelhpia and was supposed to drive from there
to this silent state of Delaware. Cleared immigration pretty easily
(as supposed to some regular grilling) and my first impression about
the country was already african-american guy walked right
infront of me with two kids..on his t-shirt was written

"Why are these Kids calling me Daddy??"

Got picked up by a guy who was holding a placard with my name(literally raped my
name) experience has that is gonna teach me more about
my country in the days to come...comparision is ineveitable for a person
landing in the US for the first time...

Driving on the Route 95 inter-state highway to this small town of Wilmington
in Delaware, i could feel the freeze in the breeze already...what americans
call Wind-chill. Traffic body around..our Limousine was the only car on the X-roads...
lucky,my driver stops the car and waits for the signal sipping over his music being played in the background.
Sub-consciously my Indian brain was gettign rest less...remembered punjagutta x roads ....2:30 am cars around cops around...wroooooooooom....there i go...but here this guy was sipping coffee ...huh....tough for a guy whose mind set
about driving on the roads was "Hyderabadi". Dint understand if i had to be proud about that.

Been two weeks...the place was getting colder and colder...being a strict vegetarian (on the dinner table..heheeh), was finding
it a little difficult eating the bread-butter-jam shit...everyday i used to look at the menu at my office cafetaria ..vegetarian
section had only two options....1)cheese pizza 2) egg-plant topping Pizza....Two weeks and have been eating only dish 1 ..remember
i am a pure vegetarian. Now I was gettin frustrated and asked Kim, the lady at the counter if i could have a look at "EGG-PLANT"..
told her that this plant is rare in India...she was amazed and went in to get one for my suprise it was a fukin Brinjal..
may be most of you know this ...i dint ...remembered this song from hyderbadblues2 "Hi-Tech vitech bhaingan ku bolo...". Realized
having been educated so well....i am still an illiterate in this country.

Current Mood: Dumb
Current Music: cant Get enough


Mama Im coming Home....

teja | 20 Feb 2005, 3:33pm

"Times have changed ....

Good times are strange...

Here I come But I aint the same...

Mama I'm coming home"

I can sing this song all this week...another week in the US and I will back in India. Feels great being  in the US  but feels even better coming back to your mother land....especially Hyderabad. Lots to write after I come back.....

see ya all soon....


Current Mood: Happy Indeed!
Current Music: Ozzy - Mama Im coming home



teja | 4 Feb 2005, 8:32am
Been a month i am here in the US.....each day the only thing i realize is that this is not my country....this is not where i belong to .....Miss you India!!!

Current Mood: Patriotic
Current Music: Vandemataram-A.R Rahman


U.S of A

teja | 9 Jan 2005, 9:03am

hey people...

                 couldnt post any in the past few days....had to fly to the US for a business trip! this place is fun but the only scary part that separates Hyderabad from US is that people here have Traffic sense!!!


catchya soon!

Current Mood: Amazed
Current Music: Momma iam coming home^^ oZZY


Merry Christmas

teja | 24 Dec 2004, 10:44pm

Merry Christmas to all my co-bloggers here....!

Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: Last Christmas- George Michael!


Animal Farm!

teja | 10 Dec 2004, 2:56am

I just completed reading this book called Animal Farm by George Orwell ..categorized as a fairy tale ...but a very imortant political message to go amazing book to read!

I was never in to this political shit if it mattered to me if YSR or Chandrababu became the CM . By boss would still screw me every day ..i am still over-educated and card bills still haunt me....the begger at the corner of my street is still begging...kittu the kid at the chai dukaan still slogs the entire day for 30 bucks....untill i read this book "The Animal Farm"...

Worlds most famous and successfull reabellions and revolutions were initiated to undo a common man's suffering...The French revolution started for a piece of Bread....i think so..i was poor in History anyway...the Indian Independence was for a common man...revolutions happend...Saddam was dethroned......India Got independence.. all for a common cause...."THE COMMON MAN" .....

What difference did it make to a common man anyway.....the common man is still suffering....its the common people in iraq that are being killed everyday....even a soldier is a common man....nothing has changed for the villages in India....the leaders of Indian Independence got richer....the Nehrus.....etc etc....but the common man still suffers... never thought as much untill i read this "Fairy Tale" ....huh cant beleive it.....

forced to beleive what George Owell writes:

All people are equal.....but a few are more equal than the others...


Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: All I want to Say is That They dont really care about us -MJ


Love..a wonder or a blunder!

teja | 9 Dec 2004, 1:02am

My first blog....just wanted to know if anybody understands love....everybody wants to be in love..but how many of us understands is universally accepted that love comes with suffering.

well mine feels good to suffer for something and the end result is in your favour..what if you slog hard....toil hard and you fail....what if you loved somebody truly...what if you really cared for her....sweet little things that you always did...sweet suprises that you always planned to give her ...what about the times you spent with her...what if she says "you have just bought me with gifts" and walks off... still goes on experience that leaves you getting nostalgic where ever you go....what ever you do.....still life goes on ....

what the fuck....i am talking crap .....


Current Mood: Screwed
Current Music: Ozzy-Good Bye to Romance